Lotus-Stopala mog Gospoda, 3
Odabrane poeme iz knjige "Lotus-Stopala mog Gospoda naspram mog srca posvećenosti" (My Lord's Lotus-Feet Versus My Devotion-Heart), 3. deo :
10.
My Lord,
No matter how hard I try,
No matter how many ways
I kill myself to please You,
I can never please You.
Now it has come to a point
That I am arguing with myself
Whether I should continue trying
To please You.
Is it really worthwhile?
“My Child,
I am sharing a top secret with you.
I have been also doing
The same thing.
You have no idea how hard
I have been working
To make you happy.
Alas, it is of no avail.
But something within Me
Is telling Me to continue,
So I shall continue.
And I am requesting you
To do the same.
I am sure there will come a time
When both of us will succeed.
As you know, our philosophy
Is never to give up.
So before long,
We are bound to succeed.”
Moj Gospode,
Koliko god se trudim,
Svejedno na koliko načina
Se ubijam da Ti udovoljim,
Nikad ne uspevam da Ti ugodim.
Sad je to došlo dotle
Da se mislim
Da li treba da nastavim da pokušavam
Da Ti ugodim.
Je li to stvarno vredno truda?
"Dete Moje,
Reći ću ti nešto u poverenju.
I Ja radim
Istu stvar.
Nemaš pojma koliko naporno
Ja radim na tome
Da te učinim srećnim.
Avaj, sve uzalud.
Ali nešto iznutra
Govori Mi da nastavim,
I zato ću nastaviti.
Zahtevam od tebe
Da učiniš isto.
Siguran sam da će doći vreme
Kad ćemo obojica uspeti.
Kao što znaš, naša filozofija je
Da nikad ne odustajemo.
I zato, neće proći dugo,
A mi ćemo zasigurno uspeti."
13.
My Lord,
Am I correct when I tell You
That finally I am making progress
In my spiritual life?
“My child,
You are absolutely right.
But do not forget
To give Me a little credit.”
Moj Gospode,
Jesam li u pravu kad Ti kažem
Da konačno napredujem
U duhovnom životu?
"Dete Moje,
Apsolutno si u pravu.
Samo ne zaboravi
Da i Meni pripišeš malo zasluge."
16.
My Lord,
Do You not think
It is high time
For You to create
A better world?
“My child,
I thought you are supposed
To do that.
Please, My child,
Do not thrust upon
My two weak Shoulders
Your heavy responsibility.
You may not believe Me,
My child,
But I am already overburdened.”
Moj Gospode,
Zar ne misliš
Da je krajnje vreme
Da stvoriš
Bolji svet?
"Dete Moje,
Mislio sam da je to
Tvoj posao.
Molim te, dete Moje,
Ne prebacuj
Na Moja slabašna Ramena
Tvoju tešku odgovornost.
Možda mi nećeš verovati,
Dete Moje,
Ali ja sam već preopterećen."
23.
My Lord,
If You really love me,
How is it I cannot prove it
To the world at large?
“My child,
My Love for you
Is not for your demonstration,
But for your life’s illumination
And nature’s transformation.”
Moj Gospode,
Ako me zaista voliš,
Zašto ne mogu to da dokažem
Celom svetu?
"Dete Moje,
Moja Ljubav prema tebi
Nije za pokazivanje,
Već za prosvetljenje tvog života
I za preobražaj tvoje prirode."
24.
My Lord,
Is there anybody on earth
Who is pure in heart?
“My child,
You use your mind-eye.
Therefore, you see everybody
As impure.
But I use My Heart-Eye.
Therefore, I see that
All My children,
With no exception,
Are pure.”
Moj Gospode,
Postoji li iko na zemlji
Ko je čistoga srca?
"Dete Moje,
Ti koristiš oko tvog uma.
Zato sve vidiš
Kao nečiste.
Ja koristim Oko Mog Srca.
Stoga su Meni
Sva Moja deca,
Bez izuzetka,
Čista."
26.
My Lord,
It is so easy for me to feel
That You love me,
But why is it so difficult
For me to feel
That I love You?
“My child,
Do not worry.
As long as you feel
My Love for you,
Your road will remain
Amazingly clear.”
Moj Gospode,
Tako mi je jednostavno da osetim
Da Ti mene voliš.
Ali zašto mi je teko teško
Da osetim
Da ja volim Tebe?
"Dete Moje,
Ne brini.
Sve dok osećaš
Moju Ljubav prema tebi,
Tvoj put će ostati
Zapanjujuće čist."
28.
My Lord,
I have called You
At least a thousand times.
But alas, no reply.
“My child,
You and I are playing
The same game.
I have called you
At least a million times.
But alas, no reply.”
Moj Gospode,
Zvao sam Te
Bar hiljadu puta.
Ali, avaj, niko se ne javlja.
"Dete Moje,
Ti i ja igramo
Istu igru.
Ja sam tebe zvao
Bar milion puta.
Ali, avaj, niko se ne javlja."
32.
My Lord,
Alas, I am not ready
To rise above daily trifles.
“But, My child,
I am all ready
To give you My Divinity’s All.
Take it.
Just take it.”
Moj Gospode,
Avaj, nisam spreman
Da se uzdignem iznad svakodnevnih tričarija.
"Ali, dete Moje,
Ja sam sav spreman
Da ti dam svu Moju Božanstvenost.
Uzmi je.
Jednostavno je uzmi."
33.
My Lord,
I have brought my mind
To be Your slave,
Your Eternity’s slave.
“My child,
I do not need any slave.
I need only a friend,
My Eternity’s friend.”
Moj Gospode, Doveo sam moj um
Da Ti bude sluga,
Sluga Tvoje Večnosti.
"Dete Moje,
Meni ne treba sluga.
Treba Mi samo prijatelj,
Prijatelj Moje Večnosti."
Prevod: Dejan Maksimović
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