101 - 200

 

Šri Činmoj, "Sedamdeset sedam hiljada stabala služenja", deo 34:

Aforizmi 33,101 - 33,200

 

33,101

In the spiritual life,

Random thinking

I must shun.

 

U duhovnom životu,

Moram izbegavati

Nasumično razmišljanje.

 

33,102

The glow of a purity-heart

Is exceptionally beautiful.

 

Sjaj srca čistote

Izuzetno je lep.

 

33,103

Desire

Does not want to see

Anything that is sunlit.

 

Želja

Neće da vidi

Ništa što je svetlo.

 

33,104

My God-service

Is the only thing

That is keeping me alive.

 

Moje služenje Bogu

Jedina je stvar

Koja me drži u životu.

 

33,105

Serious stories

God does not enjoy,

But He does enjoy

Humorous stories.

 

Bog ne uživa

U ozbiljnim pričama,

Ali uživa

U duhovitim pričama.

 

33,106

Pride thinks

It is always right.

 

Ponos misli

Da je uvek u pravu.

 

33,107

I am sure God will feed

My God-manifestation-hunger.

 

Siguran sam da će Bog nahraniti

Moju glad za ispoljavanjem Boga.

 

33,108

My Lord,

My heart is crying

   For any role

In Your Cosmic Play.

 

Moj Gospode,

Moje srce plače

   Za bilo kakvom ulogom

U Tvojoj Kosmičkoj Igri.

 

33,109

God will steer my boat

Only if He sees

That I am all for Him.

 

Bog će upravljati mojim brodom

Jedino ako vidi

Da sam potpuno za Njega.

 

33,110

When the mind lectures,

It forgets to stop.

 

Kad um drži predavanje,

Ne zna da prestane.

 

33,111

God himself tells the heart

When to start the song

   And when to stop.

 

Sam Bog govori srcu

Kada da započne pesmu

   A kada da prestane.

 

33,112 

If you feel

The Presence of God clearly,

Then you can go to any extreme.

 

Ako jasno osećaš

Božje Prisustvo,

Možeš da ideš u bilo koju krajnost.

 

33,113

God came into my heart-room

Only to find that my heart

   Had gone outdoors.

 

Bog je ušao u sobu mog srca

I video da je moje srce

   Izašlo napolje.

 

33,114

If we really love our Master,

And if our Master loves us,

Then our hearts can never, never

   Grow old.

 

Ako zaista volimo našeg Učitelja,

I ako naš Učitelj voli nas,

Tad naša srca nikad, nikad

   Ne mogu ostariti.

 

33,115

Disobedience

Is God's

Worst adversary.

 

Neposlušnost je

Najveći

Božji neprijatelj.

 

33,116

God has forgotten

   To close

His Compassion-Door.

 

Bog je zaboravio

   Da zatvori

Vrata Svoje Samilosti.

 

33,117

God has given me many chances.

How can I not give God

   Another chance?

 

Bog mi je pružio mnoge prilike.

Zar ne mogu i ja pružiti Bogu

   Još jednu priliku?

 

33,118

My goodness and badness

God accepts equally

With Joy and Concern.

 

Moju dobrotu i zloću

Bog prihvata podjednako

Sa Radošću i Brižnošću.

 

33,119

In my heart-sky

I see nothing

But ecstasy-stars.

 

Na nebu mog srca

Vidim samo

Zvezde ekstaze.

 

33,120

To make me

A choice instrument of His,

God moves Heaven and earth.

 

Da bi me učinio

Svojim odabranim instrumentom,

Bog prevrće Nebo i zemlju.

 

33,121

God tells me that

I need direct Messages from Him

And not indirect Messages.

 

Bog mi kaže

Da su mi potrebne direktne Poruke od Njega,

A ne indirektne Poruke.

 

33,122

I have simplified my life

   To amplify

My soul's messages

   To poor earth.

 

Pojednostavio sam moj život

   Da bih ojačao

Poruke moje duše

   Sirotoj Zemlji.

 

33,123

God tells me that I must value

The presence of my soul

And give my soul

The right of way.

 

Bog mi kaže da moram da cenim

Prisustvo moje duše

I da mojoj duši dam

Pravo prvenstva.

 

33,124

I would like to be chosen

   By my Inner Pilot

And not by the outer world.

 

Voleo bih da me odabere

   Moj Unutrašnji Pilot,

A ne spoljašnji svet.

 

33,125

God pretends to be looking

   Somwhere else,

But actually,

He is looking into my heart

And desperately working

For my fastest progress.

 

Bog se pretvara da gleda

   Na drugu stranu,

Ali zapravo

Gleda u moje srce

I radi iz sve snage

Za moj najbrži napredak.

 

33,126

Someday I am sure

My thousand-petalled inner sun

   Will burst forth.

 

Jednog dana, siguran sam,

Moje unutrašnje sunce sa hiljadu latica

   Izbiće na površinu.

 

33,127

I do not pray for a safe road.

I pray for infinitely more courage

   That I now have.

 

Ne molim se za siguran put.

Molim se za beskrajno više hrabrosti

   Nego što je sada imam.

 

33,128

Each prayer-day of mine

Is a golden opportunity

To come closer and closer

   To God.

 

Svaki moj molitveni dan

Zlatna je prilika

Da se još više približim

   Bogu.

 

33,129

I shall never allow my heart-sky

To be devoured

By thick clouds.

 

Nikad neću dozvoliti da nebo mog srca

Progutaju

Gusti oblaci.

 

33,130

All my sorrows have come to an end.

   Why?

Because my soul has now

Full control of my life.

 

Sve moje tuge su se okončale.

   Zašto?

Zato što sada moja duša

Potpuno upravlja mojim životom.

 

33,131

God is always prepared

   To walk alone

If the world does not

   Accompany Him.

 

Bog je uvek spreman

   Da ide sam

Ako ga svet

   Ne prati.

 

33,132

The mind is changeable.

The heart is lovable

   And adorable.

 

Um je promenljiv.

Srce je vredno ljubavi

   I obožavanja.

 

33,133

Our downfall begins

When we claim

The body, vital and mind

   As our polestar.

 

Naš pad počinje

Kad uzmemo

Telo, vital i um

   Za svoju zvezdu-vodilju.

 

33,134

Whenever God speaks

   To my mind,

My heart becomes

Unamaginably happy.

 

Kad god se Bog obrati

   Mom umu,

Moje srce postaje

Neizmerno srećno.

 

33,135

Whenever God speaks

   To my heart,

My mind simply revolts.

 

Kad god se Bog obrati

   Mom srcu,

Moj um se naprosto pobuni.

 

33,136

My heart-door

Welcomes everyone –

It knows no strangers.

 

Vrata mog srca

Pozdravljaju svakog –

Za njih ne postoje stranci.

 

33,137

There is a constant race going on

Between my mind's hunger

   For God-possesion

And my heart's hunger

   For total submission.

 

Neprekidno se odvija bitka

Između gladi mog uma

   Da poseduje Boga

I gladi mog srca

   Da Mu se potpuno potčini.

 

33,138

When we want to claim

Anything or anybody

   Other than God,

We dig our immediate grave.

 

Kad želimo da posedujemo

Bilo šta ili bilo koga

   Osim Boga,

Sami sebi kopamo neizbežni grob.

 

33,139

Self-doubt means

My backward march.

 

Sumnja u sebe znači

Moje vraćanje unazad.

 

33,140

To have faith

In my own inner existence

Is to fly like a bird

High, higher, highest.

 

Kad imam veru

U moje unutrašnje biće

To je kao kad poput ptice letim

Visoko, više, najviše.

 

33,141

Think at least ten times

Before you act,

If you are inspired

To run away from God.

 

Razmisli bar deset puta

Pre nego što nešto učiniš

Ako ti je stalo

Da umakneš od Boga.

 

33,142 

God wants me

To forgive myself

As soon as possible.

 

Bog želi

Da oprostim sebi

Što je pre moguće.

 

33,143 

If you believe in God

   Most sincerely,

Then He will definitely

Come to your rescue.

 

Ako veruješ u Boga

   Krajnje iskreno,

On će ti sigurno

   Priteći u pomoć.

 

33,144 

Alas, God sees me

As another God,

Whereas I see myself

As a most insignificant creature.

 

Avaj, Bog me vidi

Kao još jednog Boga,

Dok ja vidim sam sebe

Kao krajnje beznačajno stvorenje.

 

33,145 

Our mind's anger-weapon

Is extremely dangerous.

 

Oružje gneva našeg uma

Krajnje je opasno.

 

33,146 

May my whole existence

Be rooted in conscious oneness

   With my Inner Pilot.

 

Neka čitavo moje postojanje

Bude ukorenjeno u svesnom jedinstvu

   Sa mojim Unutrašnjim Pilotom.

 

33,147

My soul happily and proudly

   Greets me

Each time I arrive

   At my heart-door.

 

Moja duša me srećno i ponosno

   Pozdravlja

Svaki put kad stignem

   Na vrata mog srca.

 

33,148

God does not come alone.

He comes with His Satisfaction-Heart

To bless me most powerfully.

 

Bog ne dolazi sam.

On dolazi sa Svojim Zadovoljnim Srcem

Da me veoma moćno blagoslovi.

 

33,149

God comes to me

To see my willingness-mind.

Alas, each time He comes,

He is forced to see

My unwillingness

And ingratitude-mind.

 

Bog mi dolazi

Da bi video moj voljni um.

Avaj, svaki put kad dođe,

Prisiljen je da gleda

Moj nevoljni

I nezahvalni um.

 

33,150

I want to live

A God-serving life

And not an earth-fortunate life.

 

Hoću da živim

Život služenja Bogu,

A ne zemaljski srećan život.

 

33,151

Time either destroys

   Or weakens

The evil forces.

 

Vreme ili uništava

   Ili slabi

Zle sile.

 

33,152

When God comes to me,

I must show Him

That my life is an open book

   And not a closed book.

 

Kad mi Bog dođe,

Moram da Mu pokažem

Da je moj život otvorena knjiga,

   A ne zatvorena knjiga.

 

33,153

I came into the world not to please

Multitudes of people,

But to please only one Individual:

   God.

 

Došao sam na svet ne da udovoljim

Masama ljudi,

Već da udovoljim samo jednoj Osobi:

   Bogu.

 

33,154

I simply lose consciousness

When God comes to me

With His breathtaking Beauty

   And Fragrance.

 

Ja se naprosto obeznanim

Kad mi Bog dođe

Sa svojom veličanstvenom Lepotom

   I Miomirisom.

 

33,155

God wants me to take

A heart-improvement-course,

And not a mind-improvement-course.

 

Bog želi da pohađam

Kurs usavršavanja srca,

A ne kurs usavršavanja uma.

 

33,156

My soul is forcing me

   To study

In God's Heart-School.

 

Moja duša me tera

   Da učim

U Božjoj Školi Srca.

 

33,157

Each self-giving moment

   Is

A God-pleasing heart-excellence.

 

Svaki trenutak davanja sebe

Izvrsnost je srca

U udovoljavanju Bogu.

 

33,158

I am tearing myself away

From world-flattery.

 

Ja se uklanjam

Od laskanja sveta.

 

33,159

Our body, vital, mind and heart

   Must work together

To catch the doubt-thief

   Inside the mind.

 

Naše telo, vital, um i srce

   Moraju raditi zajedno

Da bi uhvatili lopova sumnje

   Unutar uma.

 

33,160

Alas,

Depression is

A revolving door.

 

Avaj,

Depresija je

Kao rotirajuća vrata.

 

33,161

God does not approve

Of my austerity-life.

 

Bog ne odobrava

Moj život pokore.

 

33,162 

I must try

To disentangle myself

From all earthly worries

     And anxieties.

 

Moram da pokušam

Da se ispetljam

Iz svih zemaljskih briga

   I strepnji.

 

33,163

Each pure moment

   In my life

Is a sure smile

   In God's Eye.

 

Svaki čist trenutak

   U mom životu

Siguran je osmeh

   U Božjem Oku.

 

33,164

A self-giving heart

Has always

A free acces to God.

 

Samodajuće srce

Uvek ima

Slobodan pristup Bogu.

 

33,165 

Our first duty

Is to accept the world

And not shun the world.

 

Naša najvažnija dužnost je

Da prihvatimo svet,

A ne da izbegavamo svet.

 

33,166 

At every moment

I must ocupy myself

With divine and illumining thoughts.

 

U svakom trenutku

Moram se baviti

Božanskim i prosvetljujućim mislima.

 

33,167

I am waiting most eagerly

For my inner light to come to the fore

And be of service to the entire world.

 

Ja krajnje nestrpljivo čekam

Da moja unutrašnja svetlost izađe na površinu

I služi čitavom svetu.

 

33,168

I dive deep within

With each God-surrendering breath.

 

Uranjam duboko u sebe

Sa svakim udahom predaje Bogu.

 

33,169

If needed, I am prepared

To wait for centuries

   To realise God

In God's own Way.

 

Ako je potrebno, spreman sam

Da čekam vekovima

   Da bih ostvario Boga

Na Božji sopstveni način.

 

33,170

I am saying my last farewell

To my mind and all its doubts.

 

Kažem poslednje zbogom

Mom umu i svim njegovim sumnjama.

 

33,171

First dive immediately

And then if you have to think,

   Think.

 

Najpre se smesta udubi,

A ako potom moraš da misliš,

   Misli.

 

33,172

God's Compassion is all-where.

We do not have to go

To a special place

   To feel it.

 

Božja Samilost je sveprisutna.

Ne moramo da idemo

Na neko posebno mesto

   Da bismo je osetili.

 

33,173

Every day we must pass

Our love-of-God examination.

 

Svakog dana moramo da položimo

Ispit ljubavi prema Bogu.

 

33,174

I must see

Each and every human being

Through my open heart-window.

 

Moram da gledam

Svako ljudsko biće

Kroz otvoren prozor moga srca.

 

33,175

I have been brought down

To love only one Individual:

   My Beloved Inner Pilot.

 

Doveden sam odozgo

Da bih voleo samo jednu Osobu:

   Mog Voljenog Unutrašnjeg Pilota.

 

33,176 

I must find myself

   All the time

In my heart's inner tranquillity.

 

Moram da sve vreme

   Boravim

U unutrašnjem spokoju mog srca.

 

33,177 

A selfless life is satisfied

With practically nothing.

 

Nesebičan život zadovoljan je

I kad nema praktično ništa.

 

33,178

My morning meditation

   Is the time

When I feel I belong

   Only to God.

 

Moja jutarnja meditacija

   Vreme je

Kad osećam da pripadam

   Jedino Bogu.

 

33,179 

Too much self-reliance

Quite often grows into

   God-defiance.

 

Previše samopouzdanja

Vrlo često prerasta

   U prkošenje Bogu.

 

33,180 

I derive satisfaction

Only from my deep, soulful

And fruitful meditation.

 

Zadovoljava me jedino

Moja duboka, duševna

I plodonosna meditacija.

 

33,181 

I have drunk deep

God's Nectar-Delight.

Now I am all ready

To serve God in humanity.

 

Napio sam se

Božjeg Nektar-Blaženstva.

Sad sam potpuno spreman

Da služim Bogu u čovečanstvu.

 

33,182 

My soul takes

My progress-report card

   And shows it

To my Lord Supreme.

 

Moja duša uzima

Grafikon sa izveštajem o mom napretku

   I pokazuje ga

Mom Gospodu Svevišnjem.

 

33,183 

When I tell God

That I am only for Him

And for nobody else,

Then my life becomes

An all-loving river

Of light an delight.

 

Kad kažem Bogu

Da sam samo za Njega

I ni za koga drugog,

Moj život postaje

Svevoleća reka

Svetlosti i blaženstva.

 

33,184 

If you are running

   Very fast

In the inner world,

Never allow yourself

   To slow down.

 

Ako trčiš

   Veoma brzo

U unutrašnjem svetu,

Nikad ne dozvoli sebi

   Da usporiš.

 

33,185 

Our life has not only

Endless possibilities,

But also endless opportunities.

 

Naš život ne samo da ima

Bezbroj mogućnosti,

Već i bezbroj prilika.

 

33,186 

An ever-expanding

   Hope-beauty

My life needs every day.

 

Večno rastuća

   Lepota nade

Treba mom životu svakog dana.

 

33,187 

Do not allow the mind

Even to be near you

When you meditate.

 

Ne dopusti umu

Ni da ti se primakne

Dok meitiraš.

 

33,188

Do not allow the mind

To catch your heart's

Ceaseless tear-flow.

 

Ne dopusti umu

Da prekine

Neprestani tok suza tvog srca.

 

33,189

God does not want me

To send my aspiration

   By mail.

He wants me to carry

My aspiration directly.

 

Bog neće

Da šaljem moju težnju

   Poštom.

On hoće da lično

Donesem moju težnju.

 

33,190

If we do not depend on God

   At every moment,

We shall never be succesful

   In our spiritual life.

 

Ako se ne oslanjamo na Boga

   U svakom trenutku,

Nikad nećemo uspeti

   U našem duhovnom životu.

 

33,191

My dawn has to be

   Full of devotion.

Only then will my heart be flooded

   With the sunrise-beauty.

 

Moja zora mora da bude

   Puna posvećenosti.

Jedino će tada moje srce biti preplavljeno

   Lepotom svitanja.

 

33,192 

God wants me to inspire the world

With my heart's goodness

And not with my mind's greatness.

 

Bog želi da inspirišem svet

Dobrotom moga srca

A ne veličinom mog uma.

 

33,193 

I am mightily happy

When my Lord asks me

   To perform

Even a simple task.

 

Strahovito sam srećan

Kad me moj Gospod zamoli

   Da obavim

Čak i neku prostu stvar.

 

33,194

My Lord operates my heart

With His Compassion-Height

And not wirth His Justice-Light.

 

Moj Gospod upravlja mojim srcem

Pomoću Visine Svoje Samilosti,

A ne pomoću Svetlosti Svoje Pravednosti.

 

33,195

When my heart has purity

   In abundance,

I see my heart flying

High, higher, highest

   Like an angel.

 

Kad moje srce ima čistote

   U izobilju,

Ja vidim kako ono leti

Visoko, više, najviše,

   Poput anđela.

 

33,196

Complaining about others

Is the surest way of wasting

   One's precious time.

 

Žalbe na druge

Najsigurniji su način da protraćimo

   Svoje dragoceno vreme.

 

33,197

Be not a seeker

Of short-lived promise

   To manifest God.

 

Ne budi tragalac

Čije obećanje da će ispoljiti Boga

   Kratko traje.

 

33,198 

I cannot see God

With my human eyes,

But I can feel Him

With my human heart.

 

Ja ne mogu da vidim Boga

Mojim ljudskim očima.

Ali mogu da Ga osetim

Mojim ljudskim srcem.

 

33,199 

The God-lovers

And the God-servers

Must live together,

Meditate together

And please God together.

 

Oni koji vole Boga

I služe Bogu

Moraju da žive zajedno,

Meditiraju zajedno

I zadovolje Boga zajedno.

 

33,200 

I must have full faith

In my Lord Supreme

That He will do everything

For me, in and through me,

   In His own Time.

 

Moram imati potpunu veru

U mog Gospoda Svevišnjeg –

Da će On učiniti sve

Za mene, u meni i pomoću mene

   Kad On odluči da je Vreme za to.

Prevod: Goran Bojić